I feel like today was kind of "wasted", since I spent a lot of it in an anxious haze for no real reason. I was going to get some recording done, but I just couldn't get my brain focused enough. At least I've done the research and everything, so I'm good to go to get the vids done tomorrow — I was just originally hoping to have them done today.
I could kind of tell it was going to be that kind of day first thing this morning. I woke up at a reasonable time, but still felt tired so I went back to sleep for a bit. My mind was then awash with a recurring bad dream I have — I hesitate to call it a "nightmare" because of how relatively mundane it is — in which I am moving house, but I have spectacularly failed to pack almost anything up ready to actually move it somewhere else. (This is a situation I have actually been in on a couple of occasions, but thankfully not to the degree seen in the dream.)
I'm sure that dream must "mean" something, particularly as it's one that recurs so frequently, but today it was enough to put me properly "on edge" for a lot of the day, though the anxiety didn't really hit until mid-afternoon. Thankfully, I did at least get a bit of time to play Qute's awesome Natsuki Chronicles on PS4, which I'll be writing about on Rice Digital this coming week, but aside from that… nah. My damn brain is doing that thing it does.
With that in mind, I'm going to go try and get some actually restful sleep tonight. Here's hoping!
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