Hi folks. I've been thinking long and hard about this for some time, but I think it's probably time to hang up this Patreon account.
Frankly, it's just not really been working out for me the way it hoped; it's been near-impossible to attract new subscribers, even with regular mentions of it on socials, at the end of videos and in other such places, and in recent months I've been shedding subscribers. My income from Patreon this month is literally less than half of what it was last month.

My original intent for this account was to see if it was possible to turn MoeGamer (and, later, my video work) into something self-sustainable — particularly while I was struggling to find full-time employment. Now, I thankfully have full-time employment, so that "pressure" isn't there any more — and I just find myself responding to a lot of things about Patreon not with excitement, but with anxiety.
I don't like logging in to see people have left; it makes my heart sink and my mind feel like I've done something wrong. This isn't anyone's fault, I hasten to add; it's my own mental health talking. I know from my own experience of cancelling and moving pledges around that not everyone is able to stick around for all eternity, so of course it would be exactly the same for me, too. Still, it's hard not to feel like you've somehow "failed" when subscribers disappear.
And in some ways, I feel like I have failed to make good use of this account. I've never felt like I've been able to offer meaningful benefits to subscribers, and apparently "just supporting someone you enjoy the work of" isn't enough incentive to convince much of the Internet-going public into opening their wallets. It's hard enough to even get people to comment on stuff these days.
Fact is, though, I've never had the time or the resources to be able to plug into making Patron-exclusive stuff — had I managed to grow my membership beyond its peak (I never did quite crack $100 a month) I suspect I would have been able to make time for Patron-exclusive things, but as it stands it's never felt like something I could spend too much time on in good conscience.
And when you can't even get your own friends — either IRL or Internet — to chip in a dollar a month to help you out a bit… well, that's pretty demoralising.

So I'm going to hang it up and remove just one more stressor from my life. I may well do something like open up YouTube Memberships, as providing benefits like emojis and stickers are easy to do and actually meaningful to the platform on which the work people are supporting is hosted. But from today, I will be pausing Patreon memberships indefinitely, and likely not turning them back on again.
I would like to say a very, very sincere "thank you" to those of you who have supported me, whether you're a new member or someone who has stuck around for a very long time.
There are quite a few of you here in the members list who have stuck with me for literally years at this point, and believe me, your support has helped me survive some very tough times indeed — if not financially then most definitely through the knowledge that there are genuinely kind people out there. I'm not exaggerating when I say that the knowledge you were there helped keep me hanging on through some particularly difficult years.
Plus I'm legitimately grateful to those of you who have become friends as well as just Patreon supporters — I'd like to give a particular shout-out to Ken, who helped me get my hands on the Atari ST version of Rod Land that I so dearly wanted as a child, and to Digger Dan, whom hopefully many of you know the story of already! And, of course, my dear friend and podcasting partner-in-crime Chris.

So here's what's going to happen:
After I post this publicly, I'm going to pause all memberships, which means you will not be charged for any further months. Doing it this way rather than simply deleting my account means that you should still have access to any Patron-exclusive stuff you might care to look back on. Right now, I have no intention of unpausing, so don't feel you have to cancel; I may still post occasional things here, so remaining a paused member should mean you still get updates.
If you would like to continue to support me in some way after this Patreon gets paused, you can do so in a few ways:
Ko-Fi allows you to make one-time donations in a variety of ways. You can do that here. This is purely a "tip jar" if you want to flip me a couple of quid if you enjoyed something; I have no intention of posting anything exclusive there.
Alternatively, my YouTube channel now has access to Super Thanks, which appears in the form of a "Thanks" button in the same row of buttons as the Like/Dislike, Share and other buttons on a video. Using Super Thanks, you can flip me a one-off tip and leave a comment, which will be specially highlighted as a means of thanking you for your donation. Like Ko-Fi, there's no long-term commitment there and likewise no exclusive content; it is just, as the name suggests, a means of saying "thanks".
I will also look into YouTube Memberships, and if there's a means of implementing some sort of benefits that won't take too much time away from my actual work on the channel and the day job — like the aforementioned emoji and stickers — I'll turn those on as a means of offering recurring support. If I do this, there is of course no obligation to join up and there likely won't be any "members only" videos; it will simply be a means of showing your support directly on YouTube.

Once again, I'd like to say a very sincere thank you to all of you reading this who are both current or past supporters. It's been a fun journey, but I feel like it's ultimately for the best for my creative endeavours if I'm not feeling stressed over whether or not I'm providing for those kind enough to drop me some money each month!
Thank you for taking the time to read all this. If you'd like to follow me elsewhere online, you can find me on Twitter at @MoeGamer, and Discord at MoeGamerPete#2465. And don't forget to read my stuff every day over at Rice Digital! It's like MoeGamer, only I get paid for it and have a team of writers supporting me!