Sorry for the lack of post yesterday, I was in bed by about 7pm feeling like absolute garbage. I slept until about 5am this morning, and I don't feel any better today. But here I am at work trying to be a good little cog in the corporate machine because I'm not "allowed" to be ill any more for some indeterminate period of time.
Ugh. Sorry, I won't keep harping on about this, but it is one of the things really heavily weighing on my mind at the moment, and everything is sort of feeding into each other. The anxiety and depression make my physical symptoms worse, which makes me feel worse, particularly if I feel like I might be ill enough to take a sick day. And on days like today when I've dragged myself in despite being in bed probably being the best option… well, you can add a touch of bitterness to that mix, too.
A friend of mine recently took a job where he only has to work part-time and can do a lot of that from home. While I'm sure he's not earning the same as me, particularly on a part-time salary, I'm certainly envious of him — as he seems to be so much happier than he was when he was working full-time for a company he despised. I don't despise my company, but I do despise the corporate culture. This is a more general problem rather than something specific to this place, though.
Well, only two more days to go this week, at least, and then a free weekend. I'm even ahead of schedule on all my videos so I don't even need to make any time for recording. I think I'm going to be having a very relaxing weekend. Assuming I don't cough up my entire lung first.
Have a happy Thursday!!!!!
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