I had good intentions this evening — I was going to spend some time recording an Atari A to Z for tomorrow, but for some reason I was overcome with a pretty major panic attack and wasn't really able to muster up the courage and/or strength to do anything else tonight. I should have time to get something done tomorrow, but can't guarantee Atari A to Z will be "on time", as it were.
I hate having panic attacks. They're one of the least useful things your brain can do, since they make you unproductive for a significant amount of time, they make you irrational, and, as the name suggests, they make you feel absolutely terrified at absolutely nothing whatsoever. I had no reason whatsoever to be panicking this evening, and yet here we are. I did manage to haul myself out of the bed I'd been "hiding" (and napping) in to write this and get a few things done before going to bed "properly", but I'm still feeling exceedingly jittery right now, and it's not pleasant.
Think I'm going to treat myself to a nice soothing hot chocolate, settle down with a retro game or two on the new handheld and just try to chill before sleeping properly. Hope your evening/day has been better than mine!
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