Tomorrow I'm actually going in to the "real" office for the day job for the first time, and I'm oddly anxious.
I don't really have a reason to be, since I've been in this position for nearly a year now, and I think I've been doing a pretty good job. It's just always nerve-wracking to find yourself in a new situation for the first time!
Thankfully, I'm fortunate enough to work with some excellent people who value my work and rely on me for a whole bunch of things — things which I (hopefully) deliver on.
I can't stop myself feeling slightly uneasy though. It's how I've always felt about… "work" in general. I don't know if it's a sort of uneasiness with authority figures or hierarchical structures — neither of which are a particular "thing" at the day job, I hasten to add — or if it's just generic social anxiety. Either way, though, it's likely to keep me awake for an hour or two this evening!
Oh well. Only one thing for it. Retro games until I pass out!
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