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Definitely "feeling it" now; I'm feeling pretty zonked out this evening, so I'm looking forward to the upcoming weekend. I think I might have to make it a nice quiet one with little to no commitments — I have a couple of Evercade vids I didn't manage to get recorded last weekend, but they won't take too long, so I'll get them out of the way and then spend the rest of the time chilling out, I think.
I don't want to describe it as "stress" because I've had stress and this doesn't feel that way. Although I guess it may just be a different sort of stress — a feeling of being kind of overwhelmed and not sure what to make of the situation in which you find yourself. I've spoken before about the worry that something might be "too good to be true" and that is, of course, hard to shake — but more than anything I think it's just a feeling that I need to adjust, get into the groove of things and realise that yes, what I've been hoping would happen really is genuinely happening!
I don't mean to be vague but that really is the best way of describing how I'm feeling right now! It's all a bit overwhelming and tiring, but it's not upsetting me because I know the reasons for it are all positive. It's quite an odd feeling in many ways, and I'm sure it will pass — but if I seem a bit "absent" at any point, there's your explanation!
I'm off to play some PlayStation in bed and drink hot chocolate. Pretty sure those things will help.
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