As pretty much any one of you could have probably predicted, today wasn't nearly as bad as I'd built it up to be in my mind. But that's the thing about anxiety disorders — particularly if you combine them with something that interacts with them, such as Asperger's — they don't make you think particularly rationally. And, as such, that makes you terrified of things that are probably quite mundane.
It doesn't really change the fact that the over-the-top rules of corporate life stress me out quite a bit, but at least now I guess I have some sort of confirmation that they're not something one really "needs" to worry about too much.
I'll be honest, it felt like a weight off my shoulders after it was all over earlier today. Perhaps now I can focus a bit more on things that actually matter. Thank you all for your understanding and putting up with my irrational, anxiety-induced freakouts, and normal business will promptly resume.
$5+ Patrons, I'll get you your wallpaper for this month once payments have cleared. This'll be the arrangement from now on so I don't find myself in a mad panic at the end of the month to think of something to do, and the notification of receiving payment will be my reminder to sort it out 🙂
Anyway. I think I'm going to go to bed now… hopefully for a more restful night's sleep than last night.
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