I dreamed about our dearly departed cat Meg last night and into this morning, which caused me to wake up feeling rather maudlin. My general mental wellbeing didn't really improve for most of the day, but I did manage to distract myself with some gaming, so that's something.
I've just come off a Dawntrail session, and I'm making good progress with that, but I've also been flitting around between a couple of other things today.
First of these is Holy Potatoes! A Spy Story?, which is a lightweight management sim sort of game in which you run a spy agency, train up spies and send them out on missions. It's quite fun and silly, though I haven't felt any real "challenge" from it as yet. I don't know how long it is but I suspect I'm quite early on in it so far; I wonder how it will up the challenge factor, and if it will do so by something more interesting than "require bigger numbers".
I started playing this because I've been having a bit of a hankering for that kind of game of late, and it's one of those genres that it doesn't feel like we have that many good modern examples of. Management sims were all the rage in the late '90s and early '00s, but it feels like they were one of those genres that got a bit left behind in the move to 3D. Modern 3D examples do exist — the Two Point games, which are successors to Bullfrog's Theme titles, are a good example — but it's kind of telling that stuff like Holy Potatoes! A Spy Story? is still presented in isometric quasi-3D artwork rather than polygons.
I don't know if I'll stick with it so far, as there are a number of other "sim"-type games I'm interested in having a fiddle with — after watching Game Grumps play Gas Station Simulator I actually quite fancy a go at that, for one — but what I've played so far does seem fun, and despite the relative lack of challenge in what I've played, manages to remain free of being patronising in a mobile game style.
The other thing I gave a shot for a bit earlier is Spiderweb Software's Avadon: The Black Fortress. I've been meaning to try a Spiderweb game for some time, but never got around to it and never quite new which one was best to start with. So I just picked one and gave it a go for a bit.
For the unfamiliar, Spiderweb Software make traditional CRPGs in the western style; that means they unfold rather like old Infinity Engine D&D games, or perhaps later Ultima titles. Avadon actually sounds like it might be a bit of a departure in that it's less "freeform" in its structure — thus far it's been quite heavily "mission-based", and you have relatively limited options to build your characters — but it sounds as if it's well-regarded, and many folks seem to think that the streamlined (not necessarily simplified) mechanics allow its story to shine a bit more. And it's certainly got some nicely written text in it.
Again, don't know if I'll stick with it, but I'm glad I've broken the seal and started giving it a go. I like what I see so far — although it seems the game is light on music, which is a shame, as I do like a stirring orchestral accompaniment for my western-style CRPGs.
And Dawntrail. I won't say too much about this for the sake of spoilers in case anyone reading this is planning to play it, but the thing that struck me while playing this evening is that this is a story the world really needs right now. There's lots of tolerance and understanding and learning about different cultures, and it just feels like such a marked, likely deliberate contrast to the intolerance and general shittiness around in the world at the moment. I'm looking forward to seeing where it goes next, as I've reached a particularly significant moment in the narrative.
Anyway, it's nearly 2am and my cat Patti is bugging me to go to bed, so I should probably do that. Here's hoping for a restful night's sleep.
I miss you, Meg.
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Recently, Microsoft announced a slew of changes to its Game Pass service, the subscription-based service where you get access to a bunch of games for as long as you pay for it. They have not been received all that well, to say the least, with many quite rightly pointing out that its combination of price hikes and making existing offerings significantly worse is a textbook example of enshittification.
However, prior to all this nonsense, Game Pass had some of the most rabid defenders on the entire Internet. "It's consumer-friendly!" they'd chant like a mantra. "$12 a month for a whole library of games!"
I don't know about you, but I consider perpetually paying for something and then not actually having anything to show for it if I decide to stop paying is anything but consumer-friendly. It's a glorified rental service — and, more to the point, it's absolute garbage for game makers.
You see, while Microsoft does, on occasion, offer larger developers and publishers flat fees for listing their titles on Game Pass, a lot of developers, particularly smaller ones, have to rely on a "streaming"-style income stream, where they get paid according to how much people play their games. And if you've been paying any attention whatsoever to how streaming has been going over the course of the last few years, you'll know that that is an absolutely terrible deal for the artists involved.
The trouble with the Game Pass model is that it incentivises the very worst practices in the industry. With games making money according to how much they are played, we get games that are ridiculous, unnecessary timesinks. We get "live service" games. We get games that are never actually "finished", perpetually following a "roadmap" meaning there's never a good time to start playing because the Next Big Update is always just around the corner.
To put it another way, Game Pass encourages content, not art. It encourages the blandest, most transparent engagement bait, designed to Skinner Box people into believing they're having a good time while they grind through their mindless Daily Objectives for the umpteenth time. And it's an attempt to normalise people not owning things. It's an attempt to ensure that everyone quite happily hands over the keys to their entire media collection for the sake of supposed "convenience" — and don't ask about the games we remove from the service every month, thank you very much, we try and keep that bit quiet.
"But Game Pass makes me try games I never would have tried otherwise!" the defenders say. Bullshit. If you were interested enough to download a game on Game Pass, you're interested enough to read up on it, download a demo where it exists or, hell, even purchase it on a digital storefront and refund it if you found it wasn't actually something you enjoyed. (That's a practice I kind of abhor, also, but that's probably a subject for another day.) Taking risks on art is fun! Sometimes you find things you don't like, sure, but in a lot of cases you'll be very pleasantly surprised when you try something outside of your usual wheelhouse.
Game Pass is a festering boil on the arse of the industry, and the sooner we lance it, the better. It's bad for players and it's bad for the people who make the games. I'm glad there's some pushback against these latest shitty moves from Microsoft — who seem to have been making a lot of such shitty moves of late, in a variety of areas — but I fear it's too little, too late. There are already people for whom not buying games and instead "getting it on Game Pass" is the norm, and that's a problem we're going to have to address conclusively at some point. Because what we have right now is not by any means sustainable.
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Yesterday, the tech blog 404 Media reported on a horrifying development in the story of the World Wide Web's gradual decline into AI-encrusted unusability: the apparent resurrection of the once-beloved TUAW (aka The Unofficial Apple Weblog), a site that hasn't been active for 10+ years, into an AI-powered slop machine.
To make matters worse, the new owners of the twitching corpse of TUAW have apparently seen fit to "borrow" the identities of the site's former regular contributors, replacing their original headshots with AI-generated portraits or stock images of completely unrelated people and replacing their original archived work with AI-powered "summaries".
Naturally, the former TUAW writers are not all that happy about this. One of the affected individuals, Christina Warren, pointed out that the reason this has been done in the first place is likely "an SEO scam that won't even work in 2024 because Google changed its [algorithm]". She then concluded that those responsible were "Assholes!", which I thoroughly concur with.
This is just the latest in a long line of absolute bullshit brought about by the infestation of "AI" into everything online. There is absolutely no excuse, no justification for what has gone here. Not only is it defacing the legacy of a publication that was once loved — and trusted — by a significant number of readers, it's also destroying the portfolios of the writers in question, who are now saddled with AI-generated slop that has their name attached to it.
"I don't want people to come across the contents coming out of that site and think that I actually wrote like that [very poorly]," Warren told 404. And I can't help but agree — because we have a very real problem online in that sites shuttering often means vast swathes of work by talented writers just goes in the dustbin without warning. And while sites such as the incredible, wonderful archive.org do their best to keep a record of everything that once was, the sad reality is that a lot of stuff is just plain lost.
I know, because I've been on the receiving end of it multiple times.
My stuff might be in here… somewhere… maybe?
One of the first sites I ever wrote for professionally, Kombo.com, no longer exists, and its URL now redirects to a site called "GameZone". Surprisingly, GameZone does seem to have some of Kombo's old articles archived, though none of them are under their original byline, instead all attributed to "kombo" (lower-case). There are 28,435 articles attributed to "kombo", all with the wrong dates on them — they claim to date back to 2012, but there are some with the headline "E3 2010", suggesting that they were simply republished on the "newer" site in 2012 — and no means of identifying who wrote what. As such, it's useless for me to use as part of a portfolio.
The two "big" sites I wrote for, GamePro and USgamer, also went belly-up at various points. In both cases, again, some of my work ended up archived on other sites. In the case of GamePro, some of my stuff found its way to the American tech site PC World, but a search for my name now throws up a list of useless garbage that quotes my name but doesn't actually link to anything I wrote without manually scrolling through several pages of junk. And, of course, there's no link to my byline for me to easily find everything by me, despite my byline being right there on the articles in question when I can find them!
This is the one and only GamePro article by me I could find after a few minutes of searching. It appears on page 2,689 of a defunct archives page. None of the images or links in the article remained intact.
USgamer, which folded a little more recently, fares a little better in that I actually have an author page on VG247, where the articles ended up — although said author page has no picture, no bio and a link to a Twitter account that no longer exists. There's 8 pages of material from me, which I suspect isn't all of my work from USgamer, but it's a decent amount, at least. I just wish it wasn't on VG247, which is a site I am… not a fan of.
Better than nothing — or being "AI summarised", at least. Just wish it was under a different masthead.
In this respect, I guess I'm actually kind of lucky that my identity hasn't been co-opted by a content farm and all my past work fed into ChatGPT to regurgitate at considerably lower quality than I originally wrote. But I have to confess that reading stories such as this one about TUAW fills me with genuine dread. I'm not overly concerned about AI "taking my job" because it's rapidly becoming very clear that AI writing is both easy to spot and demonstrably inferior to a human being doing the same thing.
But I am concerned about the potential for AI slop with my name attached to it dragging my reputation through the mud. As a writer, I find it grossly insulting to my profession. And simply as a human being, I find what has been done here to be absolutely, totally unconscionable.
There has to be a breaking point somewhere. Soon. Please. I am rapidly running out of what little faith in humanity I have left. And there wasn't a lot left in the first place.
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Decided I wanted a break from Dawntrail this evening, so I decided to give Hypnospace Outlaw a go, since I'd always been curious and it was cheap in the GOG summer sale.
For the unfamiliar, Hypnospace Outlaw is an adventure game of sorts, but rather than controlling a character you're manipulating a computer from a fictional 1999 as it navigates around the "Web" of sorts. Technically "Hypnospace" is a Web-equivalent that people browse in their sleep through a special headband, but so far that doesn't seem to have mattered all that much.
The fact it's set in 1999 does matter, however, because most of your interaction involves using a delightful parody of the early(ish) Web — a land of personal Geocities pages, primarily. Hypnospace is a managed service rather than a completely open free-for-all, and divides user pages into specific "Zones" according to their subject matter. As you progress through the game, you're given access to more Zones and thus more pages to browse.
Honestly, just browsing through the wealth of information that has been composed for these fake Web pages is a lot of fun in itself. The world of Hypnospace Outlaw has clearly been thought about in great detail, and even though it is, by necessity, considerably smaller than the "real" Internet — even as it existed in 1999 — there's a sense that you really are exploring a community, but through your computer screen, rather than on foot.
The actual "gameplay" part of Hypnospace Outlaw places you in the role of a volunteer "Enforcer" for Hypnospace's manufacturer MerchantSoft. This affords you special privileges — among them the ability to wield a literal banhammer — but also effectively stops you from "existing" online for the duration of your contract. Your job as an Enforcer is to seek out violations of MerchantSoft's "laws", which include copyright infringement, harassment, illegal (disturbing or offensive) content, distribution of malicious software and commercial activities carried out via non-approved channels.
This starts pretty simple with you wielding your banhammer on some obviously copyright-infringing pages, though the game makes sure you're aware of the consequences of your actions through the way the page's owners update their sites as the game progresses. In subsequent cases you'll have to track down cases of cyberbullying via "hidden" pages, only accessible via certain means, and infiltrate rebellious groups by effectively using social engineering techniques to glean sensitive security information.
So far — I estimate I'm about halfway through the game — no real "judgement" has been placed on the player character for the things they do, though only the most hard-hearted won't respond to the anguished frustration expressed by those who feel they had the rules applied to them unfairly. It's satisfying to find your way into what the creators of a page clearly thought was a safe, hidden inner sanctum and then effectively wreck it by blasting its most important components for rule violations — but it's also hard not to feel a little uncomfortable about it. That, I suspect, is kind of the point.
I'm intrigued to see where the story ends up going, as it's definitely been intriguing so far — even though it's mostly been little threads you can tug at as much or as little as you want up until the point I'm at. I suspect some sort of "big plot" will reveal itself before the end, though, and I'm looking forward to investigating it further. I'll post some more in-depth thoughts about it over on MoeGamer once I've finished it.
For now, then, a thumbs up, particularly if you lived through this era of the Web. While it's very much a parody rather than a completely loving recreation, a lot of it is bang on for how things really were back then — and it blends this nicely with a thoroughly modern tale about controlling the flow of information, censorship and self-expression. Good stuff.
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We announced some new products at work today: two new models of the HyperMegaTech! Super Pocket, a low-cost handheld that comes with a bunch of built-in games, plus full compatibility with the Evercade ecosystem, allowing you to expand the device's capabilities with 500+ games across more than 50 cartridges. And yes, that is the official PR line! I should state up front, though, that this is my personal blog, and thus nothing I say here should be considered official Blaze shenanigans; I just wanted to enthuse about this stuff.
One of the two new Super Pockets joining the existing Taito and Capcom devices is focused around Technos Japan, which is a brand for whom the license expired for their Evercade cartridge, meaning second-hand copies of it now go for absurd prices. The Technos Super Pocket brings most of those games (and a couple of newcomers) back at an affordable price point, which is nice.
The one I'm really excited about, though, is the Atari model, which comes with a whopping 50 games. And we worked with Atari to deliberately select a lineup of games that isn't the same as those seen on other Atari-branded devices. Sure, we've got some familiar favourites in there from the 2600 and arcade back catalogues, but we're backing those up with plenty of 5200, 7800 and Lynx titles, including a blend of both games that were on the existing Evercade Atari cartridges, and some brand new ones.
Perhaps best of all, we're doing a limited edition (2600 units, natch) which is designed in classic '70s-style woodgrain. You can preorder that one right now from Funstock; the standard non-limited versions of both Atari and Technos will be up for preorder at the end of the month for an October release.
With Atari having been such an important and defining part of my life growing up, I'm naturally delighted to play a part in bringing a bunch of these games back. So I thought I'd pick out some of my personal favourites, because why not.
Solaris
This is a great game for the Atari 2600. Despite not being called Star Raiders, it is an official sequel to the original Star Raiders (and different to the game actually called Star Raiders II on Atari 8-bit). It's made by the same programmer (Doug Neubauer) and features the same conflict between humanity and the legally distinct Zylon Empire. Like Star Raiders, it features a blend of action and strategy, tipping a little further in the direction of "action", and is probably one of the most technically impressive, ambitious 2600 games to come out of first-party Atari.
In Solaris, you fly a ship around the galaxy in search of the titular planet. You travel long distances on a grid-based sector map, and by warping to occupied sectors you can battle enemy fleets, destroy enemy bases and rescue allied forces from the Zylons. While it might initially seem complex, it's easy to pick up and very compelling, plus relatively short play sessions make it ideal for handheld play. Definitely a highlight if you've never played it, though it is available on the existing Evercade Atari cartridges.
Miner 2049'er/Bounty Bob Strikes Back!
I'm grouping these together because they're both very similar — the latter is the sequel to the former. They're single-screen platform games in which you control Bounty Bob, a Canadian mountie, who is chasing down a dastardly trapper named Yukon Yohan. Yohan has, it seems, taken up residence in an abandoned radioactive mine filled with mutant nasties, so it's up to Bob to clear the way.
The narrative setup doesn't matter at all; this is a game from the early '80s. What does matter is the gameplay. Your main task in each stage of both Miner 2049'er and Bounty Bob Strikes Back! is to walk across every bit of platform in the level. This starts out simple (in Miner 2049'er, anyway; Bounty Bob Strikes Back! is much tougher, working on the assumption you're already familiar with the prior game) but quickly introduces you to a variety of gimmicks, giving each level a somewhat different feel from the last. Both games demand concentration, dexterity and for you to puzzle out the best route to victory, and their arcade-style structure makes them, again, great handheld titles.
Final Legacy
An all-time favourite of mine, this one. It's best known as an Atari 8-bit game but it was also ported to the 5200, which is near-identical internally.
Final Legacy is an action-strategy game. Some call it "Battlezone with ships" but it's a bit more complex than that. There are four distinct components to the game: a navigation map, in which you move around the game world, pick your targets and attempt (usually unsuccessfully) to avoid detection by enemy ships; a "Sea-to-Land" section where you destroy ground targets with a laser; a "Sea-to-Air" section where you shoot down incoming missiles (inevitably launched while you were pratting about in Sea-to-Land mode); and a Torpedo mode in which you destroy enemy ships.
Final Legacy isn't one of Atari's most well-known games, but as far as I'm concerned it's Star Raiders-tier good. I hope the Atari Super Pocket encourages people to give it a proper go.
Ninja Golf
It's Ninja Golf. The title surely tells you everything you need to know if you weren't already familiar with arguably the Atari 7800's best game.
Turbo Sub
A fantastic Atari Lynx game, Turbo Sub is a real showcase of the platform's spectacular sprite scaling ability. It's a first-person shoot 'em up in which you pilot the titular sub both above and below the waves, blasting enemies to kingdom come and, when beneath the surface, collecting crystals which can be spent to upgrade your weapons for the next stage.
Turbo Sub is pure arcade-style fun. It looks great and it plays super-smoothly. It was one of my favourite Lynx games back when I had one, and having it just ready to go on a pocket-sized device is going to be a delight.
Warbirds
Another great Lynx game, Warbirds is a World War I-themed combat flight sim. While its scenarios are limited to dogfighting against one, two or three other planes, the wealth of difficulty options mean that you can customise the experience a great deal, and it's a lot of fun seeing how many missions in a row you can survive with everything turned up to the hardest level.
Like Turbo Sub, Warbirds is a showcase title for the Lynx's sprite scaling capabilities, with both cloud cover and enemy planes depicted as smoothly animated sprites. These are combined with simple polygonal elements for ground detail — a few hills and the hangar that marks your airstrip. It's relatively simple at its core, but it'll keep you coming back for more.
Berzerk/Frenzy
I'm grouping these two together because, again, the latter is the sequel to the former. These are two early '80s arcade games from Stern, casting you in the role of a little green man (literally) and tasking you with fighting your way through increasingly ferocious waves of killer robots. Take too long clearing a screen and the demonic Evil Otto (the world's most terrifying smiley face) will come after you.
Berzerk is the original game, and became famous for a couple of reasons: firstly, its speech synthesis, which would often yell "QUARTER DETECTED IN POCKET" to unsuspecting passers-by; and secondly, the fact that, according to urban legend, it "killed" two people. (The truth of that one is that two people just happened to suffer a heart attack after playing a game of Berzerk; there's no real evidence that the game itself or the stress of playing it caused the problems, but you know how these things go.)
Frenzy, meanwhile, adds a few elements to Berzerk's basic mechanics such as reflecting shots and destroyable walls. The only home port it got back in the day was to Colecovision, and no-one had a Colecovision (which is a shame, because the Colecovision is very good!) so this Super Pocket release is noteworthy for being one of the few official home releases it has had since its heyday.
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I think that'll probably do for now. I suspect I'll be spending a lot of time with the Atari Super Pocket when I get one (because of course I'm getting one; I'd be getting one even if I didn't work for Blaze) and I'm super-happy to be involved in making it a thing that exists.
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You know the cliché. Steam sale rolls around, everyone jokes about locking their credit cards up. Except I haven't felt like that about a Steam sale for a very long time. And I think this stems from a broader and well-documented problem that Steam has today: the fact it has too much choice.
Having too much choice is pretty much the very definition of a "first world problem", but at times like this it really does highlight how it's something of an issue. What's doubly sad is that this problem has come about at least partly as a result of attempting to sort out a completely different problem.
Years ago, Steam was still the leading PC digital storefront, but its catalogue was much smaller. This is because it was primarily the domain of big publishers. I don't know the ins and outs of what it took to get a game on Steam back in those days, but I know that it was out of the question for a lot of smaller developers. The few "indie" titles that did make it onto the platform tended to be celebrated, because they were often doing something very different from the highly commercial publishers. It's from those early indie titles that we got the first steps in the direction of the "art game" movement that is thriving today.
The Steam sale during those days was an exciting time, because more often than not it was an opportunity to pick up something you'd been thinking about for a long time at a knock-down price. And because the catalogue was still at a manageable size, it was easy to discover (or rediscover) games that you might want to grab. A simple browse of the homepage would almost always result in you picking up a virtual armful of games, then checking them all out for considerably less than the price of a single undiscounted new release.
Today, though? The front page is full of an overwhelming amount of choice, and clicking through to the various curated sections doesn't help, because those are also full of an overwhelming amount of choice.
This is the result of Steam's increasing permissiveness of small-scale and independent developers. It's theoretically a good thing that now pretty much anyone can get their game on Steam rather than having to sell their work independently — which means getting eyes on their own independent website — but it also means that Steam's catalogue is no longer at a manageable size, and hasn't been for quite some time.
I say "theoretically" a good thing, because the problem with this is self-evident: if you flood the market with that much stuff, it becomes difficult to find anything but the most high-profile titles. And that's got to be almost as bad for indies as not being able to publish on Steam at all.
And, as much as I was in favour of Steam allowing adults-only titles on the platform after many years of rather opaque policies in that regard — policies that developers, publishers and localisers still fall foul of at times, for reasons that often remain unexplained — it's been disappointing to see the absolute torrent of low-effort porn games flooding the market. And with the advent of AI-generated art that will actually draw dicks and fannies, that's only going to get worse.
It's one of those situations where, like the obsession with following the trends I talked about yesterday, it's difficult if not impossible to put the plug back in now the flood has happened. Steam now can't just suddenly turn around and say "actually, we fucked up and inadvertently filled our entire store with garbage, please get out". I mean, they can, but I feel like there would be significant challenges (and likely lawsuits) thrown their way if they were to do so.
This is one of the reasons I spend a lot more time browsing and using GOG.com these days. GOG.com arguably still has a bit of a curation problem, particularly since it stopped being about just "Good Old Games" (which is where it got its name from) but it's nowhere near as bad as Steam is. In a GOG sale, I can usually find a few things that I'm interested in playing without too much difficulty, whereas when a Steam sale rolls around, I tend not to bother even looking unless there's something specific I had in mind.
Just another example of the gradual enshittification of everything, I guess, and a reminder that the human race should probably never, ever have nice things.
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Yes, I missed yesterday. I could have predicted that was going to happen, what with it being a Friday, and with Final Fantasy XIV's new expansion Dawntrail launching into its "early access" period for those who preordered. So I'm catching up now, and another post for "today" later and we'll be all square.
I could just not bother, because no-one but me cares how well I stick to the whole #oneaday thing, but it's the principle of the thing. Last time around when I did this, I handled "missed" days like this and I don't feel like it compromised the integrity of my run of daily blogging, so my own self-imposed rules still stand. So there.
Anyway. Final Fantasy XIV: Dawntrail seems good so far. I haven't gotten into the new storyline as yet, because I thought for a change I'd dive into one of the two new jobs included: Pictomancer. For those unfamiliar with Final Fantasy XIV, new jobs introduced with an expansion tend to start ten levels lower than you need to be to start the new storyline, giving you ten levels to get to know your new job by playing dungeons and boss fights you've (presumably) already done on other jobs.
I'm actually quite grateful for having to go through this bit of levelling, because it gave me the opportunity to catch up on some sidequests I'd somehow missed on my run through Endwalker. I've played all the previous Final Fantasy XIV storylines by thoroughly progressing through all the available sidequests as they came up, but several groups of them apparently unlocked after I'd already passed by their respective areas. I'd held off completing them because it felt wasteful to do them and not get any experience points for them, and none of my other jobs were high enough level to take them on. So they've been used to get Pictomancer up to scratch.
Pictomancer seems like quite an interesting job. It's a ranged magical DPS, which means you stand back from enemies and pelt them with "stuff". The unique selling point of Pictomancer over something like Black Mage is that there are several sets of abilities you can use to pelt enemies with stuff. Firstly, there's a sequence of chromatic/elemental spells that function as basic single-target or area-effect attacks, and these also show off the interface's new ability to automatically switch icons in your hotbar rather than you having to map everything individually.
Secondly, Pictomancer unlocks access to three "Canvases" as it levels. One is for painting creatures, one is for painting weapons and the third is for painting landscapes. "Painting" is a fairly lengthy spell if cast in combat, but it's instant outside of combat, so you can sort of "pre-load" yourself ahead of time if you're thinking ahead.
The creature paintings can be unleashed as attack spells, and also contribute to a larger combined spell which can be cast once you've set off the previous creature paintings. For example, first you'll paint a moogle's pom, then set that off as a spell, then paint a pair of wings, and set that off as a spell. This then allows you to immediately set off a spell in which you fling a completed moogle at your enemies. As Pictomancer levels, it looks as if it gains the ability to paint more different creature parts, which trigger in sequence, so weaving that into your attacks is clearly going to be a key part of its strategy.
The weapon painting, meanwhile, can be set off in combat to trigger a status effect known as "Hammer Time". While under the effect of Hammer Time, you can trigger a three-hit combo using a big hammer. This always hits a critical and direct hit, which means it does significantly more damage than most other abilities; the trade-off is that there's quite a long cooldown before you can use it again, though higher level Pictomancers can store a couple of "charges" before having to wait.
The landscape painting, finally, initially acts as a simple damage buff, but at higher levels also makes an area on the floor which, while you stand in it, causes your spells to cast more quickly. This is very helpful for the chromatic/elemental spells, particularly if you use the Subtractive Palette ability to change them into more powerful but slower versions.
If this all sounds a bit complicated, I thought it would be overwhelming at first, but upon starting the new job you have a nice little instanced mini-quest to get to grips with things, and just experimenting with the job in various dungeons and boss fights means things soon become second nature. I'm sure someone is theorycrafting all the fun out of it as we speak, but for now, I'm enjoying just playing it how it "feels" right.
Right, that's enough for yesterday. Time for dinner. Back later!
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Ah, old habits do indeed die hard. First time around that I was doing this #oneaday thing, I had the habit of leaving the daily post until the last minute, meaning I'd often have to think of something to write when my brain was just shutting down ready to go to bed. And indeed that has happened this evening — though I do at least have an explanation for it, even if it's not necessarily a "good" one.
I was finishing off a game I was playing. I wanted to beat it before Final Fantasy XIV's new expansion Dawntrail opened to Early Access tomorrow, and indeed I did. I'll probably write something a bit more coherent about it over on MoeGamer soon, but since it's fresh in my mind right now, I'll say a few words about it here.
The game is called Interrogation: You Will Be Deceived, and it's something I picked up in a previous GOG.com sale (it's also on Steam) because I thought it looked interesting. After finishing Shantae and the Seven Sirens a few days ago, I wanted something else short that I could plough through before Dawntrail so, browsing through my shelves and digital libraries, I eventually settled on Interrogation, as I shall refer to it hereafter.
Interrogation, as the name suggests, is about questioning suspects. Specifically, you play the role of a detective leading a task force given the job of unmasking and destroying an organisation known as the Liberation Front. The Liberation Front are an anarchistic organisation with a seemingly incoherent ideology; in the early stages of the game they seem like relatively small fry, but as the game's plot escalates it becomes clear that they're well up for a bit of terrorism, so it's your job to both deal with the consequences of when they succeed at that, and hopefully prevent too many further atrocities from taking place.
The game isn't specific about the time frame in which it's set, but it's presented in a noir style, complete with the vast majority of the visuals being in black and white. It's clear that we're either in the modern day or the very near future, though, by virtue of some of the technology that is referenced throughout the game. And one of the most effective things about the game is how plausible it feels; its main talking points are things that people really talk about (which, naturally, led to some particularly fragile Steam reviewers crying about it having "too much politics") and concerns that people actually have.
It's a surprisingly nuanced take on the subject, full of shades of grey. The Liberation Front, while ideologically incoherent, have some good points, which is, of course, what makes them so dangerous when they're willing to resort to violence. Likewise, placing the player in the role of "the authorities" presents you with some interesting moral quandaries as to how you might handle the situation most effectively. Indeed, from the outset of the game you're given the opportunity to handle your interrogations in a variety of ways, including through building empathy or inciting fear in your suspects — and even resorting to "enhanced interrogation" (read: violence) if the situation would seem to demand it.
Interestingly, the game provides the opportunity to play in a number of different ways; indeed, in my playthrough I took a "Pacifist" trait early on, which meant that I was unable to use any of the violent options in exchange for some other benefits that have slipped my mind. So you don't have to play the game as an absolute monster in the service of The Man. Indeed, you have the opportunity to position yourself as sympathetic to the Liberation Front as you progress, though partway through the game you will find yourself on the other side of the table facing down a particularly violent representative from Internal Affairs, so you'd better be ready to back up your actions with some good explanations.
The whole thing was very atmospheric and I enjoyed it a lot. Like I say, I'll write more about it on MoeGamer very soon, but wanted to just pen some initial impressions before I hit the sack this evening. Now it's nearly half past one in the morning (guess I'm not getting up early tomorrow!) so I'd better wrap this up. So this is me, doing that.
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Last night I once again spectacularly failed to get a good night's sleep. I had trouble getting off to sleep in the first place, then my cat decided to be sick twice in the night — thankfully not on the bedsheets this time, but she managed to coat a significant portion of the bedroom floor in cat vomit. She's fine, by the way; she just has a bit of a weak stomach and a tendency to wolf her food down. And once again I am grateful that most of our house has laminate floor rather than carpet.
Still, this unfortunately meant that getting out of bed at 7am to go for a swim felt out of the question. My body just refused to get up, and I didn't think pushing myself on that little sleep would do me any favours, so I slept in a bit longer. I'm having an early night tonight, though, so hopefully tomorrow will come after an uninterrupted sleep. I can hope, anyway.
Aside from that, today was one of those mostly uneventful days where not a lot of note happened. So, what to talk about?
Later this week sees the launch of the Early Access period for Final Fantasy XIV's new expansion Dawntrail. I'm looking forward to playing this, but I'm also a bit sad that my relationship with Final Fantasy XIV has changed so much since my initial enthusiasm for it. Back when it launched (and indeed before that, when I was playing in open beta) it was a delight to play alongside some people who eventually became close friends, but for various reasons — including my wife and I moving to a European server instead of the North American one we were playing on — I drifted away for quite some time, and it's been difficult to get back into the same groove I once had.
Part of the reason for this is that I am very conscious that when I was "in the groove" with Final Fantasy XIV, I played it almost to the exclusion of everything else. While that was rewarding in its own way, it was also a little frustrating; I found it difficult to strike that perfect balance between enjoying Final Fantasy XIV often enough to keep the fires of friendship kindled with the people I liked to play alongside, and saying firmly to myself "no, tonight you are doing something else".
Previously, I've attempted to set aside time for Final Fantasy XIV by saying a particular night of the week is "Final Fantasy XIV night" — in fact, I chronicled one such experiment of this sort here. That didn't really work for me, though, because I'd often find that by the time I got to the evening in question, I didn't really fancy playing Final Fantasy XIV, so instead ended up doing something else anyway.
Social anxiety has also entered the picture a fair bit. In line with what I talked about yesterday, whereas I was once a pretty confident Final Fantasy XIV player, I no longer feel that way. I feel uneasy about approaching strangers, talking to new people or asking for help. There are a few reasons for this.
Firstly is the fact that the community changed a bit over the course of the original A Realm Reborn run and onwards into Heavensward. We started to get the typical western players' "efficiency at all cost" mindset taking hold, with people arguing that "the best way to play" was to spend half your time looking at spreadsheets and the other half exploiting the game structure to your own benefit. Not cheating as such, but definitely deliberately making the game less fun in the name of being more "efficient". I got frustrated with that, and not being into playing that way put me very much in a minority — a minority that I certainly felt wasn't listened to.
Secondly is just my own overall sense of unease with online interactions these days, which I talked about yesterday. While I once felt entirely comfortable "being myself" while playing Final Fantasy XIV, now I feel a lot more "guarded" and hesitant to initiate interactions. This is almost entirely a "me" problem rather than anything else, and it is something I can probably work on, but it's a big part of why the game isn't as fun as it used to be for me.
There are a few things I want to do in an attempt to recapture the past magic, but hopefully without the game taking over my life. In fact, I've already taken one major step; I've returned to the original server and Free Company (group of players) that I previously played with. I haven't seen my past friends around as much as I'd like, nor have I had much chance to interact with them, but that's something I can work on — particularly as I've always remained in that Free Company's Discord server, even when I moved to the European game servers.
What I need to do is regain that confidence I once had. I need to get some practice in at playing and interacting with others — and really, there's no other way to do that than to just jump back in and do it. So with Dawntrail, I'm going to try and be involved with things a bit more. Ahead of Early Access, I'm attempting to level another type of job (White Mage, a healer) on top of Samurai, the DPS job that took me through Stormblood, Shadowbringers and Endwalker. That way, I can have a bit more flexibility when it comes to group activities.
I have played as a tank in the past — for non-MMO aficionados, the "tank" is the de facto "leader" of a party who stands at the front and lets the monsters hit them while the other party members heal them and stab the monster in the back — but I haven't quite got my confidence back up to that level. Tank anxiety is a very real thing, because in that quasi-leadership role, you control a lot of things — including if the party as a whole survives encounters.
There are a lot of things I need to work on if I want to recapture the same magic I once felt from this game. And I do want to try and feel some of that again; some of my favourite gaming moments and happiest times with friends were spent particularly throughout A Realm Reborn. I guess it remains to be seen if Dawntrail will feel the same way — or if I will end up playing through the main storyline (which I'm going to do regardless) and then setting the game aside.
We shall see!
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I'm compelled to write today by the thoroughly lovely Neil and Dave of the This Week in Retro podcast, who had a discussion about "the youth of today", and how some parents are concerned that their children spend the vast majority of their time on an endless cycle of Fortnite, Roblox and Minecraft, perhaps punctuated by social media in between times. The show and its discussion can be found below:
People who grew up pre-Internet doubtless all have their own experiences to share. The listener who wrote in with the question described how while they did spend time with their computer playing games, they also played outside, rode their BMX bike and all manner of other things, while both Neil and Dave described their own experiences as being a bit different, both from one another and from the listener's recollection. So I thought I'd share my own experiences, with the benefit of hindsight.
I grew up in a country village that, at the time I lived there, had somewhere between 800 and 1,000 people living there. It was seven miles away from the nearest town, there was no bus service unless you went to the next village over (and even then, it was pretty much a "once a week" sort of affair) and… I guess you could look upon it as either being ideal or terrible for growing up in. Ideal because it was quiet, safe and full of places to go on childish "adventures"; terrible because, particularly once I reached adolescence, all of my friends were a car journey away.
I went back and forth on my feelings about living in that village. When I was of primary school age, I attended the village school, and as such my social circle was pretty much all people who lived nearby. I had a small group of friends, only one or two of whom I actually went to see outside of school time, but mostly kept myself to myself. In retrospect, my relative lack of socialisation compared to some of my peers was likely down to the social anxiety I felt as a result of my then-undiagnosed autistic spectrum condition.
But at the time, I didn't really begrudge living in the village. I knew it was a nice place, that I lived in a nice house with supportive parents and a stable home life. I enjoyed when my grandparents came to visit and we'd go for a walk, inevitably to landmarks around the village that had acquired nicknames; "The Kissing Gate" (one of those awkward gates into a farmer's field), "The Brook" (a pathetic little stream that, these days, has mostly dried up and smells awful), "The Bullocks" (the farmer's field beyond The Kissing Gate that sometimes, but not always, had bulls in it). Looking back on it now, I have lots of fond memories.
When I entered my teens and started attending school in the aforementioned town seven miles away, my feelings changed a bit. While I was still somewhat anxious about social situations, I started to feel a bit more left out. As I grew older, I started to feel like there were lots of things that I couldn't do because I didn't live close enough. These feelings persisted until I turned 17, passed my driving test and suddenly had a lot more independence… so long as my Mum didn't mind me borrowing her car of an evening.
I promise I'm getting to the video games.
Point is, I don't remember spending a lot of time as a kid or a teen "playing outside". I didn't learn to ride a bike until well after many of my peers — memorably, I suffered a rather large setback on my initial efforts when I came a cropper and skidded along a rough concrete farm road, shearing a significant chunk of skin off my legs and arms, which made me a little hesitant to try again for a while — and I didn't spend much time with many of my peers, except on rare occasions when I'd go over to a friend's house for one reason or another.
Throughout all that time, I was fascinated with computers. Not just games, but computers in general. I knew my Dad worked for IBM, but didn't really know what he actually did (and still to this day don't think I could actually tell you). I knew my brother and Dad both contributed to an Atari computer magazine that we got regularly known as Page 6. And I knew all of my family, at one point or another, were keen computer users for various reasons. My Dad used it for "serious" software and subLOGIC's Flight Simulator II (which he insisted was "not a game" and was thus still counted under the "serious software" category"); my Mum liked the occasional blast on Millipede and Space Invaders; my brother was the one who was into games, though he had a much more active social life than I did, helped at least partly by being ten years my senior.
Since I determined quite early on that I rather enjoyed — or at least felt most comfortable — in solitude, I was grateful for the company of the computers of our household: initially the Atari 8-bit and ST, then later the MS-DOS and Windows 3.1/95/98 PCs. In the early days of the Atari 8-bit, I devoured books and magazines about the computer, typing in listings and learning how to program in BASIC myself. I never really got what I'd call good at it, but I developed a basic (no pun intended) competence that was greater than that of someone who just used their computer to play games.
But I also played games. A lot of games. I learned a lot from those games, too. Text adventures helped me with my reading (and, indirectly, my writing); keyboard-based games played a significant role in developing the typing skills I still have to this day; puzzle games helped me with my general intelligence and problem-solving; action games helped me develop my imagination and my motor skills.
It's stereotypical to say that "games help with hand-eye coordination", but I was diagnosed dyspraxic in primary school, which basically meant I was a bit clumsy with certain things; video games helped me feel like I was competent at something, even if I was unable to hold a pencil "properly". Playing games, and more broadly "going on the computer", was important to me. It felt like it was something I could enjoy without compromise; I didn't feel like I had to make any sort of adjustments, or have people "go easy on me" as I did in activities like sports. It was just something for me to enjoy. And, as I moved into my teens and broadened my circle of friends at secondary school, they proved to be a good backdrop for social interactions, too.
More often than not, if I went over to a friend's house or had a friend over to mine, we would spend our time playing games together, or at the very least just using the computer. I have fond memories of spending time with several friends just messing around with speech synthesis programs on the Atari ST and Amiga, and even programming in STOS, a dialect of BASIC for the Atari ST, or making silly in-joke games with Clickteam's wonderful Klik and Play and The Games Factory. I was happy that my formerly solitary activity was something I could share my enjoyment of with others.
This continued as I came to the end of my time at school and moved into university. I made new friends, at least partly through computing and video games, and many of those folks are people I still make an effort to spend time with today — even if sometimes that effort doesn't feel like it's reciprocated with quite the same enthusiasm. Computing and gaming remained something that was important to me, even as the Internet came into its mainstream ascendancy in the late 1990s.
I have some fond memories of those early days of the Internet. Chatting with strangers on CompuServe's "CB Simulator", aka just a public chatroom. Posting messages on CompuServe's GAMERS forum, which eventually let to me earning $200 for making ten Wolfenstein 3-D levels that were included in an official expansion pack. Chatting with my friends from my course on MSN Messenger. Randomly getting into a conversation with a young woman on AOL Instant Messenger, only to discover that, completely by chance, she was the housemate of one of my existing friends.
Computing was always there as part of my life, but I think a key difference between then and now is that in my formative years, it was there as a backdrop to socialisation, rather than the means of socialisation itself. The This Week in Retro listener commented that their children feel genuine anxiety and FOMO ("Fear Of Missing Out") if they have gaming time privileges revoked for whatever reason, because rather than Fortnite, Roblox and Minecraft being the backdrop for their socialisation, those activities are the socialisation.
There's also social media to take into account. I am genuinely glad that social media did not exist when I was a child, because I'm not sure I would have made it through my adolescence intact. Sure, there are positive aspects to it, such as being able to reconnect with people you haven't spoken to for a long time, but there's also the insidiously manipulative nature of all the major platforms today, and how none of them are really concerned with being a platform for communication; they are, instead, platforms for advertising.
The thing that really makes me feel like social media may well have done me in, though, is how easy it is for it to be used for bullying. I suffered a fairly significant amount of bullying throughout both my primary and secondary school life, and it was hell. It left me wary of trusting people; it made me frustrated about communicating with others; it made me feel like it was, at times, simply not worth making the effort to interact with people.
For a long time, I used to say that the Internet allowed me to "be myself" for the first time… well, ever, really. I could find like-minded people who understood me and respected me for who I was, and I felt like I was among friends. I don't feel that way any more; nowadays, I feel the same way about online interactions as I do about interacting with real strangers: genuine anxiety and fear. I dread getting notifications in apps or on websites where I've posted something publicly. And yet, I still do it — here I am, after all — because I feel like it's important to not let the bullies win, whether they're real or imagined. I need to feel like I can still express myself the way I want to express myself; to enthuse about the things I want to enthuse about. That's why I write here and on MoeGamer, and why I make videos over on my YouTube channel.
Even then, though, I feel a lot of frustration, because I know a significant portion of the world looks on the Internet, social media and general social interactions in a different way to me. That can often leave me feeling lonely and isolated. But the one thing I've always had as a constant is being able to immerse myself in a video game or other activity on the computer, and feel like I am, for once, at peace — even if, with each passing year, it feels like it's getting harder to share that haven of peace with others.
That went a tad deeper than I perhaps thought, and I'm not sure I have an answer to the original poster's questions or concerns. I do know, however, that spending time on the computer isn't necessarily a bad thing in and of itself, particularly when it brings someone comfort and stability. It's when that "safe" activity starts to get "unsafe" things encroaching on it that you need to perhaps take action — but that's going to be something that is different for everyone. For me, it's meant largely removing myself from the public-facing part of the Internet except in places where I can very much control and curate my experience, and continuing to enjoy those things that I always have enjoyed in peace and quiet. No video game ever betrayed me, after all.
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