#oneaday Day 480: Post-hotel

Realised I forgot to write something last night. It is time for my monthly trip to the office, y’see, and as such I was spending the evening in a hotel. I was so caught up in watching Police Interceptors and then ProJared playing Zelda: The Wand of Gamelon that I completely forgot to blog. Oh well. Life goes on. I’m sure all none of you who thought “hang on, Pete didn’t blog today” will get over the immeasurable disappointment.

But I am here now! It is lunchtime in the office, so I am banging something out before everyone else gets back from lunch. Today I have had a Meal Deal from Boots. It was adequate, though I am pleased to see that you can get those Walkers Extra Flamin’ Hot crisps in an individual bag now rather than having to use willpower not to eat an entire big bag in one go. Diet is mostly on pause for the time while I’m away — back to normality once I get home this evening.

We were discussing plans for next year in the office this morning. Lots of exciting things on the way — and for once we’re well ahead of schedule on getting a bunch of them ready, too. It’s going to be interesting to see how some folks react to the things we have on the way — I think a fair few people are going to be very pleasantly surprised at what we have coming!

Anyway, people are starting to filter back into the office now, so I guess lunch break is over. There’s only so long I can type away at this before people wonder what I’m doing, plus I have some meetings scheduled for this afternoon. And so, on that half-hearted note, that is that for now. I will be back this evening to catch up properly!

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#oneaday Day 361: Hotel Echo Lima Papa

I don’t really need help. I just couldn’t think of a heading that I hadn’t already used to say that yes, it is monthly hotel visit time again, as I am down to go into The Office for miscellaneous shenanigans tomorrow. Excitingly, we have a new office now, albeit in the same building, and I have no idea where it is, so that will be fun to sort out tomorrow morning.

Annoyingly, the lift at the hotel I normally stay at is broken again (or possibly still broken from last time) so I had to trudge up the stairs with case in tow to get to my room, reminding me quite how unfit I really am. I’m not dead, though, which 8s good, and due to there being no single rooms available for this stay, I’m actually in a double room tonight, so lots of room to sprawl.

Even better, the room has a bath, so I had a nice bath earlier, and I didn’t flood the room this time so I could actually enjoy it. So I’ll let the hotel off for the fact its lift hasn’t been working on my last two visits.

It’s a horrible lift anyway. One of those pokey little ones that’s basically the size of a cupboard, and claims to be able to house four people but can barely contain one, particularly if the occupant is a larger individual like me. But, still, when it works, it does mean you don’t have to climb the stairs, so I’ve never been too mad at it.

Anyway, I’m off to relax a bit before sleep. I don’t really know what’s going on tomorrow, but hopefully it shouldn’t be too stressful. Then there’s the long drive home. Joy.

That’s something for Tomorrow Pete to worry about though. For now, Tonight Pete is going to enjoy the last days of the Nintendo Switch ahead of the follow-up arriving on Thursday!

#oneaday Day 360: Lacking in inspiration

After rather longer browsing through the “Random Post” option than I would like, I am no closer to determining what I might want to write about today. So, as ever in scenarios like this, I am just going to start typing and see what comes out. It might be coherent, it might be nonsense; it might be meaningful, it might just be a summary of what happened today. I don’t know yet because I haven’t written it yet; the only rule is that I’m not going to stop typing to think. No, think, always type.

I published my video on Kathy Rain 2: Soothsayer yesterday. It’s done… all right, but this further cements my complete lack of understanding of what “works” on YouTube. Sometimes I’ll post something that I feel is completely throwaway and it’ll do very good numbers (obscenely good in the case of something like my Super Woden GP 2 video from a while back), then at other times I’ll post something that actually had some meaning to me, and it’ll struggle to break a hundred views. I think the most galling instance of this happening was back when I covered The Missing: J.J. Macfield and the Island of Memories, a thoroughly interesting game by SWERY65 that really got me thinking and learning some things. It was, in many ways, a very personal video, and it did absolute bobbins performance-wise. But I’m still glad I did it.

My Kathy Rain 2 video isn’t exactly “personal” in the same way, but I did enjoy the game enough to want to share it with others, because it was a very good point-and-click adventure, and I hope it does well. But at the time of typing this, it hasn’t broken a hundred views yet, and I feel like it’s been tough to get people to pay attention to it on socials also.

There are times when this happens where I find myself wondering if I should bother keeping on with things like MoeGamer and my YouTube channel. They’re both “work” in a sense, and I could probably have a lot more time to myself to enjoy things if I ditched both of them and just lived my life to enjoy myself.

But the trouble is, I really enjoy doing both of them, and neither of them have ever been about viewing figures. Sure, the occasional payout I get from YouTube is a nice little bit of pocket money (and nothing more) but I don’t really do either videos or articles for the sake of making Number Go Up. I do them primarily as means of expressing myself about things that I am enthusiastic about, and to share that enthusiasm with others — particularly people I consider to be close friends.

Now, I’ve found out to my cost and frustration that there are some people I considered to be close friends who don’t give a shit, and have never even tried to give a shit when I shared things with them. So I’ve just stopped trying with them, and instead I just concentrate on doing these things for my own enjoyment, and perhaps to share with people that I know will appreciate them.

Sure, it might be nice to be able to do YouTube as a living, but would it really? Would it really be nice to have one’s income completely beholden to the fickle fates of The Algorithm and the massive variation one can see in viewing figures from one video to the next? Probably not. So that is not — and never has been, really — an angle that I’m pursuing.

Best thing is just to keep these things as hobbies, and if certain people happen to stumble across them and enjoy them, great. If not, at least I have something I can look at myself and be satisfied with — and be content in the knowledge that generative AI hasn’t come anywhere near those things I’ve created, either.

Anyway, I have spent enough time randomly pondering absolute nonsense this evening, so I think it’s time to go and unwind with some video games. I think some Castlevania: Lords of Shadow might be in order; I’ve been playing that a bit for the last week and really enjoying it. Patrick Stewart!

So that’s what I’m off to do now. And all my self-imposed commitments are already taken care of well before midnight, too. Look at me, I’m growing.

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