1561: End of Another Era (Or: Please Hire Me)

I was informed today that, owing to various circumstances that I won’t go into right now — it would be unprofessional of me to do so, but suffice to say it’s not anything to do with something I’ve done, nor is there any ill will there — my position on Eurogamer’s US counterpart USgamer would be coming to an end within 4-8 weeks, depending on how long I want/need to stay on.

To be frank, I haven’t quite processed this news yet. I fully expect that when I do I will burst into tears and be a dribbling, horrible mess for at least an hour or so but that hasn’t happened just yet. It will come, though. In the meantime, while I’m still feeling reasonably rational, I wanted to compose a post explaining where I’m at in my career and where I’d like to head from here. Hopefully then anyone reading this as part of the traffic spike my blog is currently enjoying will have a better idea of who I am and what I can offer.

The biggest thing that has come out of my announcement that I would be leaving USgamer is the confirmation (via direct messages and mentions) that I have built up a solid reputation as someone who not only knows his stuff about Japanese games, but that I am also someone who treats them with respect. You might not think this is a particularly unusual characteristic for a games critic, given the importance of Japan to console gaming throughout video game history, but in recent years, Japan’s turn towards the moe side of gaming has caused many Western commentators to take its output considerably less seriously — even going so far as outright derision at times.

Attitude and tone are, of course, the prerogative of the individual publication or writer in question, but I had been feeling for some time that there was a significant gap in the market for respectful, non-disparaging coverage of niche Japanese games such as RPGs and visual novels, and set out to provide that, first with my experimental columns over on Games Are Evil, where I served as Managing Editor for a short period, and later at USgamer, where I ran a weekly Japanese gaming column called JPgamer. This column attracted a regular audience who were both appreciative and vocal about my support for Japanese gaming, my positive attitude towards it and my willingness to look beyond the most superficial elements — an attitude perhaps best exemplified by my piece on “The Hidden Depths of Otaku Games” and my review of the widely derided Time and Eternity as well as JPgamer at large.

J-gaming isn’t the only niche I attempted to fill, though. I’d recently also launched a board game column on USgamer called BOARDgamer, and past coverage of board and card games had proven somewhat successful. Alongside this, I made a point to cover interesting, unusual games rather than the same things other sites were looking at. I’d accept reviews of games that other sites would either ignore or pass off with a cursory quick look — titles like The Witch and the Hundred Knight and Demon Gaze — and I’d treat them with the same amount of respect afforded to the big triple-A titles. I hope I don’t sound arrogant when I say I feel I was fulfilling an important role that helped me to stand out somewhat.

Which is why I’m so sad that my time with USgamer has to come to an end. Between us, Jaz Rignall, Jeremy Parish, Mike Williams, Cassandra Khaw and I — plus the various contributors who have come and gone over the months — were building USgamer into something distinctive and interesting; a site that celebrated long-form magazine-style articles as well as the usual daily grind of news. We each had our own interests and specialisms, and we were each afforded the opportunity and a platform to talk about those things as well as the latest hotness in gaming news and reviews. That’s an immensely valuable thing not only for readers, but for writers, too. And, yes, I’m sad and upset that I will no longer be part of that once my time on the site comes to an end.

As previously noted, I have between 4 and 8 weeks left on the site depending on how quickly I can find a new position. I am happy to continue doing what I’ve been doing — writing about games, and hopefully letting some of my passion shine through — but I am also interested in getting involved on the editing side of things. I’ve been doing this a long time now; it would be nice to move on up and take a little more responsibility if the opportunity is available.

If you happen to hear of anything — or if you’re hiring — then please reach out and get in touch. You can send me an email via the About Pete page on this site if you don’t know my email address, or just leave a comment. You can also follow me on Twitter if you don’t already, and check out my professional history via LinkedIn.

Here’s hoping I have some good news to share sooner rather than later; 1) it’s my birthday tomorrow and 2) Andie and I are buying a house. Also, you know, 3) I don’t like being unemployed.

Thanks for reading, and thanks in advance for any help you can offer in the job search.