I’m making a game. This is not the first time I have said these words, nor will it be the last time, but I have a good feeling about this one. A vision. Only one past amateur development project I worked on (known as Pie-Eater’s Destiny) was ever completed (twice if you count the subsequent “Gold Edition” remake) and a third (The Adventures of Dave Thunder) was going extremely well but then unfortunately lost when an old computer died without warning. (Note to self: BACK THE FUCK UP) This one, though, feels like an idea that has legs, and I’m looking forward to bringing it to life, to mix metaphors for a moment.

No, you won’t be getting any details on what this project is just yet save for the fact that I’m using it as a means of trying out the latest version of Enterbrain’s excellent RPG Maker software, RPG Maker VX Ace. I’ve used several iterations of this package over the years and each has its own quirks and foibles. Previous version RPG Maker VX turned out to be a bit of a misstep which seemingly stripped out features rather than adding them, but from my limited experience so far, VX Ace seems to be an excellent piece of software with plenty of flexibility.

One of my favourite parts of creating a game — or indeed any story, since I typically have aspirations to create narrative-focused games, even if I never finish them — is creating the world and the characters who populate it. When building a map in RPG Maker, I’ll find myself visualising its context in the world — in the case of a village or town, I’ll think to myself “right, this person lives here, this person runs this shop, follow this path and you’ll get to…” and so on. In the case of a dungeon I’ll resist the temptation to use the random map generator and instead design a dungeon which makes some degree of contextual sense, even if it may descend into bizarreness at times. (The lava flow in the opening “wine cellar” dungeon at the beginning of The Adventures of Dave Thunder was a particular highlight, which our hero lampshaded quite nicely at the time he came across it for the first time, as I recall.)

I’ve always been this way with level construction. The earliest instance I can remember was Wolfenstein 3D, whose map editor gave me many, many hours of enjoyment and, thanks to CompuServe, even netted me $200 when ten of my levels were included in the official Apogee “Super Upgrades” expansion pack for the game. When building my selection of maze-like levels for id’s Nazi-bashing shooter, I enjoyed thinking of the “real” context for these rooms and tunnels. As such, I ended up with some memorable “setpiece” confrontations (or as close as you could get to a “setpiece” in Wolf3D’s limited engine, anyway) — the one that sticks in my mind most is the one where you’ve crept through some moss-filled corridors in search of a Nazi secret base and open a door only to discover that a briefing is apparently in progress. One of the “officer” enemies was standing at the front of the room next to a “map” texture, and the rest of the room was full of the standard trooper soldiers all facing him. (I wasn’t a monster for game balancing; I provided the player with a chaingun and plenty of ammo before sending them in to mow down this little gathering. Hey, I was a teenager. Subtlety wasn’t in my vocabulary.)

The point is, I found myself thinking carefully about every block I put down, every object on the map. Everything had a purpose, a place, a story behind it. I enjoyed visualising that world in my mind and then bringing it to life on my computer screen. It was inordinately satisfying to be able to hoon around a world of my own creation and think this came from my BRAIN. I feel the same way every time I create a new map in RPG Maker, every time I make a track in TrackMania, every time I build something in Minecraft. And if I had any clue whatsoever how 3D level editors worked (I’ve tried and failed numerous times) I have no doubt I’d feel the same way there too.

As you may have gathered, today has been about world-building. I’ve only created a tiny, tiny piece of what will eventually become this game’s world, but already it’s bringing those old feelings back. Hopefully they’ll provide the motivation to take me through to actually finishing a game project for once.